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An Out Of Place Coloring Book....
Gotta say, I feel completely out of place lurking around in the hallway outside of this whole environment.
Call it self esteem, or academia terror, either will work.
I am past the mid-point on my life and just deciding to try this whole "creative" thing, and as such, despite feeling as if this might not be the best place to share my "work", progress and growth never happens unless one puts themselves out there.
When it comes to creative skills the only one that I possess in any notable amount is the ability to abstract the heck out of just about anything. Occassionally, this leads me to writing something I think isn't quite trash.
I've just recently started documenting these times. This is one of the firsts.
I am extremely thicked skinned, so, if anyone feels so inclined to help me grow, fire away.




I listened to your video twice.
While I think I have some idea (or perception) of what I think you may be saying, I think I'll have to reflect on it. By reflecting, I hope I can grasp a bigger picture of what may be going on.
Of course, a lot of this is my own perception, and may or may not be like anything you were intending when you wrote this.
While listening to this, what came to my mind was this: when we sleep or take a nap, the outer world seems to just...fade out of our awareness.
Where does the outer world go?
When we wake up, the outer world come rushing back to our awareness.